Summer is a Time to Grow?

Right now I want to talk about my friends.
To protect them I shall use an alias for each of them.
Before that you need to know a little bit of history.
Growing up I was the one to just do anything to fit in.
Slightly lonerish if you will
I went to a school from 1-6 and transfered out cause i moved in junior high
Talk about great timing right?
So I moved to my new school where I was a social out cast.
I needed to make friends with the lower class people i guess... you can say.
And THEY were horribly mean to me.
I would take there mean comments... one day i stood up to them.
Only to never talk to them again
I am a very flambount person so i made friends quickly...
Only these friendships never particularly lasted.
Then highschool came.
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"Hannah" Was a friend from grade 7 who was the type of tomboy.
She is always friends with the guys.
play fights with them.. you know the type.
she has always been the one to make a new best friend
who ends up leaving her but she always comes back to me.
She also has a tendancy to be blunt which is a good quality i think.
But with this she also twists things... often to bend in her favor.
For instance. Making me look plain stupid infront of a guy and the facts being wrong.
Its okay to tell a funny story i am down with that... only tell it truthfully!

Also she loves to say that i am wrong....

Exibit A: I am at a friends playing with said dog.

I make a happy/ bubbly comment why said puppy bounces around me: .. "i'd love to have a puppy!"

She replies.."no you don't"

Me: "Why not?"

Hannah: "cause they are a lot of work"

Me: " Oh well i didn't REALLY mean i want one" <-sarcastic on the really

hannah: "Why did you say it then"

Me thinking my responce: "Wanting to make conversation??"

Me: Dont know...Haha ...

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Alice- She was my twin in grade 8. a true friend of sorts she knows what it is to be an ACTUAL friend.

when ever i needed her she is there.

She would never put me down.

Even though i don't credit her with much

She's simply the best friend a girl could ask for.

I feel guilty for not treating the way she ought to.

Simply i can say i would do everything that Hannah and beth would do... (ditch)

but i do it to her.

Right now i vow to make it up to my very dear friend Alice!

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"Beth" She was my soul sister. We met in grade 9 hit it off with a great start.
We were very much a like. Almost too much even
So now here we are three years later and her and i have grown apart.
She isn't what i wanted her to be.
When i think of having a best friend i see someone who is there..
especially when you need them the most.
All you need to know about me is i am from a very large family.
mom's side: 11 on my grandma side and 11 on my grandpas side. i can't even keep the numbers straight..

This basically equals 100 cousins..
It is oh so often that someone i love is hurt.
I don't know if my friends get bored of it or what.
Curently one of my little cousins was injury in a tragic accident.
I find it very odd how i didn't even bother to tell my friend "Beth" my so-called-bestfriend. till later
And all she had to say to that was "oh"
I always jump at the chance to be there for her in her times of need.

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"Mary" our friendship started at the end of grade 9.
We had the same english class. She is famboyant and amazing.
i remember recieving a text from her saying "Itsn't is great we have become such great friends"
I remember smiling soo much on my way home from getting dropped off of the bus.

She was always entertaining. Fun and not to mention full of life.

But as years go on people change. Although she is the same girl..

she talks to boys.

she drives.

shes got a job before me.

Its not what i expected of mary.

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"Claire"- typical cheerleader and MOST sarcastic person i have EVER met, besides me.

She is very opinated. And she has a disire to be popular.

She would ditch me in a heartbeat for anyone more popular.

At school if i am talking to her she will talk... but alway dart her eyes away from me to the "popular" people.

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I am being extremely bitter right now i can see it.

Its just i don't like all my actions to be forgotten.

Or even worse unnoticed

I try to do the right things...

Do the nice things for all my friends.

Helping them at work.

Try to invite them to group gatherings.. only to NEVER get it back in return.

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Here is my New Beginning:

Summer is a time to grow.

I shall grow personally, romanitcally (fingers crossed), physically? i am 5'1.. haha

Till next time,

I bid you Adieu .

Summertime?

Or should it be called worktime.

Hola

So basically I worked for the fourth day in a row.

Which isn't all that bad when everything is being considered.

One of my friends she has worked so far 40 hours...

Me at a mere 35 hours.

I will finish this pay period with a lovely 35 hours!

Yes.

Paycheck here we come

So this is where to find Rae.

With a big paycheck.

I have never owned an mp3 and i think it would be wise to invest in an ipod!

I really wanna listen to my wack load of new songs that i LOVE.

Songs of June:

Carly Rae Jepsen- Bucket

Shesgotstyle - Nevershoutnever

Baby, its a fact- Hellogoodbye

Risque- Cute is what we aim for

Heaven Help the Day - Petracovich

M79-Vampire Weekend

Hello Seattle- Owl City

Here Goes Nothing - Nevershoutnever

So today I have done nothing.. listened to music.

Played with my cat outside.

Helped my parents make lunch.

Here is a picture i took: a plant growing on a metal/concrete/ wood? bridge.

Curtsey's, Bows and How Do You Dos

This is so exciting people, Rae has Finally made herself a blog!
"Hello I'm Rae"
Audience nods, "Hey Rae"
Its nice to meet all of y'all.
I could start off with a little bit about myself.

Name: Rae. I think we have established this, but its a start.
Home: Canada
Grade: Going into grade 12. Holy Crap! Graduation here we come.
Hobbies: Photography, acting, school, church.
Siblings: 1, Sister
Role Models: Mom, Dad, My sixth grade teacher
Quotes: This I will update.... I know I say this a lot in movies: "I have learned to about myself its not about [activity] but its about the people you are doing this with." This is me joking around, BTW.
What else can I say about myself?


This blog will detail my journey of self discovery after all I'm only seventeen, and this IS { the road to Rae.}